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Blue Monday

by Saul Blease

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The early hours, the black dog slinks into consciousness, denying sleep Pervading greyness, stuporforic fuge impossible rationale, eyes weep. Disassociation from the world mental castration, a lithium state Zombie shuffle, unable to wake Death in life the chemical fate. Another Blue Monday, the weight of the world upon your shoulders, feeling through pain Feeling such guilt at your part in the plan you inwardly rage, repeat the day again. A worthless existence, the smothering embrace rational dead end, your soul must break Irritation fed by ignorant words hollow platitudes, too much to take. Another Blue Monday and your heart will break neurological tiredness, it’s too much to take Don’t know the answer to escape the pain you take the pills keeping you restrained. Trapped inside this cerebral prison Silent scream inside your mind Inwardly rage at the despair Rattle mental chains that bind. Twisted thoughts hold you down Confined in this mental cell Confusion reigns inside your head Unable to articulate who could you tell? Sinking in a black pool of despair In the safety this self built cell As the waters now close over Is there no one here to help? Someone to hold you and understand Heal the pain felt inside Help exorcise the demons within A hand to hold and be a guide Bleeding out your self is fading Feeling sanity fade away Desperately reaching for some kind of help To get through another Blue Monday.
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Fingers touch, the frosted glass drawing patterns, in the mist Coldness numbing, finger tips mirrored lives, that co-exist Hollow eyes, their mocking stare veil within, their hidden deceit What do they know? I cannot say knowledge is so, incomplete The Man in the Mirror looks back at me The Man in the Mirror what does he see? A mirrored image my reflected soul The Man in the Mirror who’s in control? Close my eyes, block the stare ponder the lies, that I see Scornful gaze, echoed in glass must find the truth, to set me free Replicating the gaze again wake to expose, veracity Reverse imitation, mocking me questioning my mental capacity The Man in the Mirror looks back at me The Man in the Mirror what does he see? A mirrored image my reflected soul The Man in the Mirror who’s in control? Tears leak, from bloodshot eyes exhaustion lines, no time to rest Need to regain, control again before insanity, is manifest I cannot recall, what I have done no evidence, of what is sought Me or him, who did these deeds? no idea of, what he thought The Man in the Mirror looks back at me The Man in the Mirror what does he see? A mirrored image my reflected soul The Man in the Mirror who’s in control? Now facing, a conundrum to escape the future, regain control I must awake, smash the glass and free my tortured, mirrored soul Bloodied shards, reflection smashed what the hell, do they signify? Have I escaped, the reflected curse? a thousand faces, a mirrored lie The Man in the Mirror looks back at me The Man in the Mirror what does he see? A mirrored image my reflected soul The Man in the Mirror who’s in control? The Man in the Mirror laughs back at me The Man in the Mirror is the monster me? A mirrored image my imprisoned soul The Man in the Mirror have I lost control?
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Ladies and gentlemen (Am I on?). Ladies and gentlemen, here I am, back of a stone wall that adjoins Mr. Wilmuth's garden. From here I get a sweep of the whole scene. I'll give you every detail as long as I can talk. As long as I can see. More state police have arrived They're drawing up a cordon in front of the pit, about thirty of them. No need to push the crowd back now. They're willing to keep their distance. The captain is conferring with someone. We can't quite see who. Oh yes, I believe it's Professor Pierson. Yes, it is. Now they've parted. The Professor moves around one side, studying the object, while the captain and two policemen advance with something in their hands. I can see it now. It's a white handkerchief tied to a pole . . . a flag of truce. If those creatures know what that means . . . what anything means!. . . Wait! Something's happening! A humped shape is rising out of the pit. I can make out a small beam of light against a mirror. What's that? There's a jet of flame springing from the mirror, and it leaps right at the advancing men. It strikes them head on! Good Lord, they're turning into flame!

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The song Blue Monday was inspired by hearing about Winston Churchill and how he was visited at night by "the Black Dog" - depression. Thanks to Rob Alderman for letting me use his excellent artwork.

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released September 3, 2012

Artwork: Rob Alderman

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Saul Blease Bristol, UK

Multi-instrumentalist and singer / songwriter from sunny Bristol creating new music that fuses together elements of alternative, heavy and industrial rock, with splashes of electronica.

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